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Immediately-- I was a busy bee because my department is very under staffed. I always had my eye on the prize, I was told we would be hiring another person to replace the old person, so I would be busy but not pulling my hair out busy. So during the craziest moments of my job, I felt calm knowing that in the future I would have relief.
Recently I was informed that now they have a University wide budget cut, which means a hiring freeze. I'm really worried now. Just knowing what is on the horizon is stressful and I will be handling a work load of two people come this fall and onward. The projects are already piling in for the next couple of months and I foresee late nights and weekends working at home. I know, I know, I should be happy to even have a job right now.
When I accepted this position I received a 7K increase. It's something and it should help pay the debt down. This is where I am novice saver. I didn't save the difference in pay and I didn't pay down more of my debt. Instead I spent more money eating out and buying household items. I think I've come to terms with this now (FINALLY) and I realize that I need a financial planner to help organize my financial goals.
Questions for the financial planner: What debt I should be paying more on so I can begin my journey of trying to be debt free? Or how much 403B should I be investing? Should I even bother investing right now with the debt ceiling fiasco happening in DC? How much will I need for retirement? Should I get a 2nd job?
The second part of my plan is to really establish myself at this job and gain real diverse experience and enjoy the process of learning more. I have always been the type to constantly look for the next best paying opportunity. I want to make more money so I can buy more things and live more comfortably. This is where my sick cycle starts. I earn more money to throw out more money...
I should be happy----I landed a new job and it pays more than my former job... I beat out applicants who are unemployed and struggling. This is where my guilt comes in..... Why do I need more money? I have enough money to pay bills, eat and dare I say I even have spending money. I want to make the change and to not spend my hard earned money on frivolous items. (Or basically this increase in pay was a waste.)
So my next step is to look over all my debt (again) interest rates and all-- to really figure out my action plan. If anyone has advice or has experience with a financial planners, I am all ears. These financial debt blogs are helping me focus on the prize. THANK YOU!

