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Immediately-- I was a busy bee because my department is very under staffed. I always had my eye on the prize, I was told we would be hiring another person to replace the old person, so I would be busy but not pulling my hair out busy. So during the craziest moments of my job, I felt calm knowing that in the future I would have relief.
Recently I was informed that now they have a University wide budget cut, which means a hiring freeze. I'm really worried now. Just knowing what is on the horizon is stressful and I will be handling a work load of two people come this fall and onward. The projects are already piling in for the next couple of months and I foresee late nights and weekends working at home. I know, I know, I should be happy to even have a job right now.
When I accepted this position I received a 7K increase. It's something and it should help pay the debt down. This is where I am novice saver. I didn't save the difference in pay and I didn't pay down more of my debt. Instead I spent more money eating out and buying household items. I think I've come to terms with this now (FINALLY) and I realize that I need a financial planner to help organize my financial goals.
Questions for the financial planner: What debt I should be paying more on so I can begin my journey of trying to be debt free? Or how much 403B should I be investing? Should I even bother investing right now with the debt ceiling fiasco happening in DC? How much will I need for retirement? Should I get a 2nd job?
The second part of my plan is to really establish myself at this job and gain real diverse experience and enjoy the process of learning more. I have always been the type to constantly look for the next best paying opportunity. I want to make more money so I can buy more things and live more comfortably. This is where my sick cycle starts. I earn more money to throw out more money...
I should be happy----I landed a new job and it pays more than my former job... I beat out applicants who are unemployed and struggling. This is where my guilt comes in..... Why do I need more money? I have enough money to pay bills, eat and dare I say I even have spending money. I want to make the change and to not spend my hard earned money on frivolous items. (Or basically this increase in pay was a waste.)
So my next step is to look over all my debt (again) interest rates and all-- to really figure out my action plan. If anyone has advice or has experience with a financial planners, I am all ears. These financial debt blogs are helping me focus on the prize. THANK YOU!
It seems to be happening everywhere, cutbacks and staff freezes and downsizing. sounds like your getting your debt focus back though which is good!
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